- Our Hawaii trip was amazing. Even though we had a hard time getting home due to a flight being cancelled and spending 12 hours in an airport with two kids.
- Z man has had 2 sleepovers with us. We absolutely love seeing him and I love seeing how far his parents have come.
- Z got to play in the snow for the first time ever and it was adorable. His parents sent me tons of videos.
- Bubba’s case has made no progress in Months and we keep having court rescheduled. I hate being in limbo and having no idea what is going on.
- I posted on my Twitter about some problem me with Bubba’s visits. He has been missing school due to visits but hopefully that will be fixed soon.
- We saw Diva and she is doing well. She is so happy to see us.
- Bubba has learned to count to 19 and write some letters. We are working on identifying letters and and writing his name still.
- Princess is loving homeschool. She is spending a lot of time on IXL and we have seen a lot of growth in her writing and math.
- I am going through some pretty exciting changes but I don’t want to to blog about it yet.
- I have decided to step back from blogging for a while. I will post a monthly update. Maybe eventually I will start back up again but blog only once a week.
- I am on winter break!!! Yay!
- It was a very rough week and I felt like I wasn’t doing enough for people (especially my kids)
- Bubba has an ear infection. Poor baby. However I only knew about it because he had a bad cough, he never complained of pain. What a tough cookie.
- We had princess for Thursday and Friday. We exchanged gifts and the kids saw Santa. I wish I could post the picture because it looks adorable.
- Princess got a chrome book for Christmas. Anyone have any game or app suggestions for chrome books?
- Princess dyed the bottom of her hair blue, it looks amazing.
- We saw Diva Friday night and there Mom. The kids saw Santa and had Christmas with their mom, it was a lot of fun.
- I saw Hamilton Saturday. oh em gee!
- Tonight we went to church and followed our Christmas Eve traditions. I didn’t get to celebrate last year.
- Tomorrow is Christmas yay! Z and his parents are coming to our Christmas dinner.
- We had an amazing Thanksgiving with my family and my God parents. My kids were the only one there so they got a lot of attention.
- We went to a tree farm and the boys loved it. We can’t have a live Christmas tree due to my allergies but we got to pick one out for my parents.
- My sister was in town so the boys were all over her and she loved it.
- I shared my number with Baby Zs parents and it has worked really well. I have been able to share pictures and answer their questions. We have a communication notebook but I sometimes think things are better said over the phone.
- We decorated for Christmas. It is very minimal this year due to having a toddler and a crawler. I won’t be putting ornaments on the tree till a couple days before Christmas. Eventually I will post about my favorite kid friendly Christmas decorations.
- I finally raked up my leaves (my parents helped). I saw my neighbors doing it and went “oh crap I need to do that”.
- We saw Princess and she had a sleepover . It was a great surprise. I love how well the three of them get a long.
- I am enjoying the Holiday season this year for the first time in a while. Last year at this time I was failing as a mom and my life was in constant chaos and I ended up having to opt out of seeing Hailee for Christmas for her well being. The year before I barely saw Hailee and everything just happened with court. I love going into the holiday season with less stress and a whole lot of love in my heart.
- Bubba’s Mom came. He hasn’t seen his parents or siblings in a couple weeks due to a DCFS problem. So he loved seeing her.
- I have to go to work tomorrow ugh
I always feel like I never take enough time for myself. Here are some things I love to do to relax.
- Go to a movie alone. I always thought this was weird but when I have some time to myself (like once a year) I sneak out and watch a movie by myself or go to dinner by myself.
- Paint your nails. I don’t know about you but when I’m stressed the last thing I think about his my nails (right now they are super long and I should probably take care of that). Once I have my nails all painted I feel so much better.
- Drive somewhere with a pretty view. I have even done this when my kids are asleep in the car. It is calming and relaxing. Sometimes you need peace and quiet.
- Watch an old movie. I have no idea how many times I have watched Greece and Dirty Dancing.
- Have a dance party. Not only is dancing relaxing but it can also be a family activity
- Get a babysitter just to have time for yourself. Sometimes I get a babysitter so I can just be alone for an hour. It’s not often and I sometimes feel guilty about it, but I definitely need it.
- Work out. Though I don’t go to the gym enough it is a great way to relax and do something healthy. They have child care so that’s a big bonus.
- Take a really long shower. Okay sometimes the only alone time you can get is in the shower.
- Blog. I love blogging because it fixes me time to sit down and write things. I don’t care if no one reads it. I can get my adult thoughts out.
- Cry in your car alone. When you are having a bad day like I’m having today just crying alone is refreshing.
I realized recently sometimes I am inadvertently an a-hole because either I am tired, distracted or simply because I am a parent.
- When I had to cut someone off because I realized I had to turn the other way to go to Home Depot.
- When I asked the lady at the McDonald’s drive thru to repeat herself 4 times because both my kids were crying.
- When I held up traffic for about 30 seconds in the same drive thru line so that I could help the crying kids.
- When I held up the Walgreens line because I had approximately a million questions about my child’s prescription.
- Anytime I have ever used WIC especially when I am trying to use multiple coupons at once.
- Anytime I have tried to use a clothing voucher
- When my kid cried while in the doctor waiting room because he was bored and wanted to crawl and I wouldn’t let him.
- When I missed two meetings at work because I was home with a sick kid.
- When I didn’t have time to breakdown all my boxes before putting them in the recycle bin (sorry neighbors)
- When I forgot to send Bubba’s library books back.
So everyone I pissed off I am really sorry.
This summer I finally was able to get the siding put on my house. The wood on my house probably hadn’t been painted in 20 years and was rotting. Though I was very excited to finally get this project done, I was not excited to have my house turn into a construction site. I decided to go on a road trip for 10 days. Though there were some problems I have to say overall it was an amazing trip.
1. Bring snacks and comfort food. Both kids were tired of eating out pretty quickly so it was nice to pull out a mini box of their favorite cereal, some ramen, or easy mac when they wanted something they didn’t have to wait in line for.
2. Don’t drive a lot in one day. I planned my trip so I was only traveling three or four hours in one day. It was perfect because we were not in a rush and we could stop at tourist places on our way. The last day we ended up traveling 9 hours in one day and I have to say it was exhausting and I wouldn’t do it again.
3. Go somewhere kid friendly. I really wanted to go to Springfield and Kansas City since they are not places I have been been able to explore a lot. I made sure I had a list of good kid activities we could do at each destination in between doing what I wanted to do.
4. Stay at a hotel/campground with a pool. Everyplace we went had a pool and we even stayed at a water park for part of it. Kids love pools and it gave us something to do every night.
5. Do things that might seem too hard as a single parent. I went on a tube water slide with both kids at one time. I was absolutely amazed that Great Wolf Lodge had a water slide that fit three people on it and they they allowed children smaller than 4 feet to go on. I was even more amazed that both my kids wanted to go on it. I wasn’t sure how this was going to work since both kids are terrified of water slides. We got up to the front and my two year old started to cry. I started to freak out wondering what I was supposed to do now. The life guard took my two year old out of my arms and held him as I got myself and my nine year old situated. Thank god for nice strangers or I think we would have had to walk back down those scary steps. We were able to enjoy our water slide but sadly I could not convince my two year old to go back on.
6. Get extra help when needed. There were three points along my trip where I met with friends. It was so nice to have extra hands at the dinner table and to have adult conversation.
7. Give each child individual attention. I know it’s not always possible but kids love when they get special attention. A lot of times on the trip I had each kid take turns picking an activity. I also always spent nap time hanging out with my older daughter so she didn’t feel like the “baby” was getting all the attention.
8. Treat yourself. I spent every night watching my favorite show and eating Oreos. I love my kids but it was important for my sanity to make sure I made this trip about me as well.
9. Don’t be afraid to change plans. We drove home a day early because we all needed to sleep in our own beds. It’s okay to change plans based on how your kids are feeling or doing.
10. Have fun 🙂 🙂 🙂